I am going to do a quick recap and decompression of my last 5 days. So get ready for all my random thoughts. I was in Colombia, South America in Medellín (population: over 3 million), 2nd largest city in Colombia, and 66th largest city in the world. It is situated 7 degrees from the Equator, meaning it lives up to its nickname: "The City of Eternal Spring." Its terrain is mostly mountainous and it literally abounds with fresh fruits, vegetables, and plant life.
We partnered with Christ For the Nations and worked with them to minister in Medellín and Santa Rita, a small mountain village outside of Medellín.
I have never seen such passion for worship. I was amazed every time we were in worship, whether we were leading it or a Colombian team was leading.
As a musician, being passionate on stage as an act of worship is my thing. I want that. I want to play harder, dance more, and expound more energy every night I pick up an instrument. My passion for worshiping God on my instrument is what drives me musically.
I cannot make a distinction between touring playing rock in bars and playing worship in a church. There is no line for me. It is all worship. I have been told that there is a difference. But I defy anyone who would say that there is a difference. The Spirit of God inhabits both. The love for the people I play for is genuine. The joy is evident. The peace in my life is constant.
That said, I saw people react to worship with a passion that made me feel like a statue. When all the breakable stage decorations are removed from a stage before the worship starts, you know it is going to be good. The Colombian worship team had all the fervor of The Chariot and the musical perfection of U2. They were so good. The crowd was insane, complete with mosh pits and crowd surfing. I was humbled by how small my passions are, not just for worship, but for life.
"We worship intensely because if there is no passion, then there is no worship. If you don't want to truly worship, don't come to God. I want to put my face next to God's face." - a Colombian youth
When I heard this, I tried to think of Biblical examples of leading worship. There are no Biblical New Testament records. The only singular example that I could readily find was 2 Samuel 2:6. When the Ark of the Covenant (which represented God's presence on earth) was brought into the city, King David exchanged his kingly robes for a priestly (worship leader) robe and led the people yelling, singing, and dancing. So much so that his wife said he was crazy.
I want that. Not just for me, but for my friends who lead worship.
II Samuel 2:6:
"21...I will celebrate before the LORD. 22 I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes."
Whenever I travel to another country in the world, I come to a fresh realization:
My cross is prosperity; my sin is self-reliance.
That seems to contradict itself, but it is true. I lose sight of reliance on Christ. I am dangerously independent and know that if I work hard enough, I can accomplish and acquire anything I want. This is true because we live in a country of incredible opportunity. I have traveled all over South America and Europe and have found that anyone living in America can accomplish anything they put their minds to. This is a wonderful thing, but a better balance of my spiritual humility and professional drive must be sought.
Those are my thoughts for now. More later!
